I never thought I would find myself writing here again. Never did I think I would earn the privilege to speak to you again. I am not an emotionally stable person anymore. I have become a very cynical and outspoken person. I have had some good times and bad times, but over everything the best times was with you. I miss talking all night to get up and go to work.
I don't regret anything between us.
I am very disappointed that I ruined a friendship with Gilbert.
This past month you and I have spoken at least once a week on the phone. I enjoy it. I miss having you in my life. I miss having a real friend. That is what we were, best of friends. I will always love you Melissa Lynn, I don't think I will ever be a man to be in a relationship though. I am finding that out now. I feel more comfortable alone. Nothing you have done. It is just the type of person I have become. You know me more than anyone else. Where I am from, where I have been and who my family is.
I do thank you for the positive light that you have shined in my life.
I can never apologize for what I have done. An apology would be an insult. Nothing would ever be enough to suffice what I had done.
I am eternally grateful for the friendship you are offering. Lissers, most of all I want you to know that you are forever loved.
Never forgotten.
Bobbyxoxo
9:40 a.m. - 2003-08-20
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