Bob,
I know youve been having a rough time lately... and I just want you to know that I am here for you. Just like always. We havent talked much lately and I wont lie about it - its bothered me. Alot.
But then again I know how sometimes its hard for me to talk to you about things, certain things, certain feelings... I dont know if its that way for you or not. I really dont. But just maybe in case it is, or maybe you just dont know what to say really... I just didnt want you to think that you dont have someone to talk to.
Because you do. You always do.
As for everything with Tonya... Im sorry Duckie. I really am. I know you cared about her and vice versa. I know how much it hurts when things dont work out like you expect. When you work so hard towards something and it just fizzles out. Look at me and you... look at me and Mike, my second try.
Please dont be so hard on yourself. Just hang in there, be patient and give it all time. Take care of yourself, first and foremost and remember that you are a truly amazing loving person and that you are doing what you need to do for yourself. Yourself. Thats what matters most. Okay?
It's been a bad day,
another bad day and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm okay.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting and I'm walking backwards,
looking down, don't see the sky I see the ground.
Above
below you look and so you wonder,
where the time has gone of looking up, tomorrows on its way.
Above
below you look and so you say,
when I wake up in the morning is it 'gonna be another ugly day?
She sits in church its 2 pm and look whose back from work again.
I guess they thought youre better off, without this life, without a job.
From where I'm sitting these shoes ain't fitting and I'm going nowhere,
killing time, just trying to feed my bleeding mind.
It's been a bad day,
another bad day and I cross my heart and hope to die
these dreams of yours are 'gonna fly.
-Something Corporate - Bad Day
These dreams of yours are gonna fly, one day. Trust me.
<3, Lissy.
3:16 p.m. - 2003-10-27
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